My Cry

How is it that I can pour my life into your hands
and you throw it on the ground?
I feel so rejected. So hated. So unloved.
How can she have a heart?
Why would she do this to me?
What is her problem?
I feel so hurt inside. So broken.

I suppose if I told you the whole story,
You would think noting of it.
Like it's no big deal.
Well it is to me.
I offer you my friendship and my love and then you go and betray me?
You're so selfish.

I don't know why it is just hitting me.
It all started in November 2007.
I don't know why it took so long for me to realize
but it has hit me like a brick.

What is it going to take?
Me apologizing for something I didn't do?
No! I am not settling for this again.

This isn't fair!!!!
But do you know what I am going to do?
Probably nothing.
Because that's is the kind of person I am.
I have already confronted the situation once.
But she ignored it.
She only made my life worse after that.

This is my cry for help.
But no one cares enough to respond.