Ready and waiting

"Will you hold me up if I just say that I will stay?"

Yes, I'm starting over, but that doesn't mean I get to start totally fresh. It means I have decided to change.

Changing is hard. That is something I've learned in the past few hours.

I can't do it all by myself. 

I need someone to be here for me.

I know I've got friends, but that's not enough.

I need someone to see beyond what I willingly show. I want you to step inside on your own. Ask me things that no one else will. It's what I need, but I would never ask anyone to do that for me.

If you relate better to music than my words, Listen to Fireflight's album, "Unbreakable."

"Do you want to spend your whole life jaded?
Stuck in a rut that you created. 
Why don't you break the cycle? 
Let love win." 

I want love to over take me. 

"Stand up if you're broken. 
Stand up if you feel ashamed.
You are not alone when you hurt this way.

Stand up if you need love."

I am broken. I feel ashamed. I need your love. 

"Sometimes I feel so cold.
Like I'm waiting around all by myself.
Loneliness gets so old.
I'm in the lost and found sitting on the shelf.
Been stuck for way too long, but I hear Your voice.
You're who I'm counting on."

   I've been forgotten, but I think you're coming.

"Yesterday I heard Your voice whispering through all the noise.
I pretended I couldn't hear You, but You kept on pursuing me. 
And You began to move in me.
And I just couldn't hide any more.

I won't fight You."

Don't give up on me. I want you. I won't fight you.

Push her. Pull her. Do something.