"I want to run away. I want to ditch my life. 'Cause all of my mistakes keep me awake at night. And after all of my alibis desert me, I just want to get by. I don't want nothing to hurt me. I had no idea where my head was at, but if my heart says I'm sorry, can we leave it at that? Because I just want for all of this to end. I so hate consequences and running from you is what my best defense is." -Relient K

Quite honestly, this is how I feel. I feel like giving up. There's nothing anyone can do for me. 
I'm broken and life is lousy.
I just don't know what to do.
That's all I'll say for now...